Omar* labored for a UK-funded cultural programme, working on human rights and cultural tasks. He misplaced his work when the Taliban arrived, and has utilized to transfer to Britain. He has 5 daughters and is especially involved about their welfare.
After the seize of Kabul by the Taliban, our lives modified fully due to my work for a British organisation. Though the Taliban mentioned in a assertion that that they had declared an amnesty for presidency employees, they haven’t stored that promise. They are seeking revenge towards those that labored with overseas establishments. I’ve heard studies of individuals being arrested at evening and brought to unknown locations.
Two months in the past, I heard that the Taliban have been on the lookout for me and so they got here asking for me at my earlier home. After that, l hid.
Each time I really feel [there is] a new menace, if I get an unexplained cellphone name, or a warning, we’re pressured to maneuver from one place to a different. Typically we hire someplace new, typically I transfer to the home of shut kinfolk. Previously three months we’ve moved many instances.
My foremost concern is for my household and my daughters. We reside like prisoners. My daughters want contemporary air and sunshine, particularly my youngest daughter, who’s eight; she cries a lot and desires to exit. She has unhealthy nightmares and not sleeps correctly. In the course of the day, she is asking me and her mom the identical questions over and once more: “Why can’t we exit? Why do we now have to maintain transferring?” It is rather tough to reply these questions.
Ladies’s rights have been fully violated. My eldest daughter was finding out to turn out to be a dentist, however she is not going to school and is caught at house. She’s very depressed, feeling hopeless about her future. She says the Taliban have killed all her goals.
Two years in the past, a member of the Taliban proposed to her, however she refused. I’m nervous that refusal can have repercussions for her now; I worry they wish to pressure her to get married. All my daughters are making an attempt to maintain up their research at house, making an attempt to be taught English higher by way of on-line programmes, however everybody feels depressed and uninterested in life.
Whenever you exit in Kabul you’ll be able to see how our extraordinary lifestyle has fully modified. A number of moments in the past, I went out to get bread and met individuals who have been telling one another that in the present day a younger lady was overwhelmed out there for revealing her legs.
Folks’s financial scenario has fully disintegrated. Folks are out on the road promoting their property and home items to generate profits to purchase meals. You see worry within the individuals’s eyes.
We are managing with meals as a result of the UK-funded project I used to be working with despatched cash to cowl our wage for six months. We’re nonetheless utilizing the small amount of cash left over for each day requirements, however different households are nervous about their youngsters affected by malnutrition.
Regardless that I believe my life is in peril, I don’t fear a lot about myself. For higher or worse, I’ve lived a good a part of my life. However as a father, I believe extra about the way forward for my household.
It is rather painful for me that my daughters are nonetheless very younger and having to undergo this. I can’t think about what else they must endure. Even speaking about it makes my voice catch in my throat. We are alive and but we don’t actually reside.
*The title has been modified for this text.